Monday, Evening.
Monday, April 02, 2007
Terensu feels : empty, then happy, then empty again.
-A great Happy Birthday to Samantha Yan before I continue on my emo story...XD-
I wake up. I prepared myself for the day. I went out.
While walking at the void deck, I suddenly had a feeling that was never so intense.
It was something that I got used to, and now it turns its back on me.
Loneliness. For a moment I stood there and asked myself, "Why the **** am I all alone? Why?"
All the memories come back. All of them, trying to tear my 'self' out of my physical body, trying to rip me apart.
It quickly succeeds, and after I kind of...'sealed it off temporarily'...I had little 'spirit' left. I felt empty. Empty spaces in the mind, soul and body. Drat.
Why? Why have I always felt so deprived?
I board the train, and the remnants of memories continue to corrode my 'self'.
I was pretty close to breaking down...again. Fragility. Heh.
"Maybe the corrosion will end somehow...", I thought to myself. However, I know that's impossible unless....
Unless...
*Inside the mind, that 'self' starts to go wild...and streak after streak of energy beams come out from around him...*
It's practically impossible.
Resistance against it is definitely futile.
Self pity is stupid. (Lol.)
Anyways, Happy Birthday to Samantha again. At least your birthday cheered me up somehow.
The corrosion continues...
Terensu : WinterDarKnight.
Let it Rain.
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