16/1/09 : Morning.


Friday, January 16, 2009

The sun is shining, the birds are flying, and the NighT here is almost dying of hunger.

That's right, I've just woken up, and I'm hungry.
Before I eat I'd just post something, anything. I've been too lazy to post anyway.

Fatigue has been by my side these few days, even just going shopping with my mum and her friend drained almost all that I've got.
I've started to take naps after school too, though if I'm not woken up it just changes from 'nap' into 'sleep'.

Yesterday I felt lonely for just a little while as they were looking at some stuff in the shops. Can't help it, I guess. It's unfortunate to feel lonely at such a time.

Anyway, I'll just give myself something to look forward to over two days : La Galette De Rois which will start today at around 6, and tomorrow's Homecoming-cum-Opening of indoor court for Anderson Sec. People whom I've not met for almost a year could be back there again. It's a mixed feeling of looking forward to, and grieving though. I hope it's optimistic at the very least.

Until then, lemme just grab a bite first. Hungry.

Crimsonise,
NighT



Let it Rain.
09:23


6/1/09 : Motivation Crisis.


Tuesday, January 06, 2009

I can't get myself motivated to do anything anymore.
I've reverted to feeling down again. Oh well.

Seems that I just can't change how my moods will go, so there.

I'm probably just lazy...

My mind is going blank...

I'll find that motivation. I'll dig till my fingers bleed and it will be there, waiting for me.
Or I can further exhaust my mind by motivaing myself again.
...
Stop it already. Wherever 'you' are, come out. Stop hiding from me.
I'm tired. I'm losing motivation fast. Not that I want to.
My life is wrecked enough.

Forced break,
NighT.



Let it Rain.
00:01


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