14/1/08
Monday, January 14, 2008
It's so annoying.
The loneliness comes and goes, but never seem to fade away.
After the chat at outlet today, I realised that my luck in love so far has been at absolute zero.
Maybe it's a curse, maybe 'the time isn't ripe', or maybe, the time during sec 2...
Nah. Soon I'll be acting like a spoilt brat wanting to have a 'girlfriend'.
I shall be ruined then.
...
I want to love. I want to give. There is just no one to receive it.
I'm very sure it's at absolute zero. Even if there ARE girls out there who probably like me, they on't say it.
Unlucky!
I always know that love is never a game.
It's a commitment. Of two. And it should be long-running.
I just hate the people who simply stead and break as they please. It's not a game. Neither is it for leisure.
In it lies the hidden fact that it's SERIOUS BUSINESS.
Never mind. I'll just learn to survive while my other half comes.
I hate living halved. Dang it!
Let it Rain.
23:30