24/1
Thursday, January 24, 2008
Yea, so I'm destined to be alone in this shitty mess right now.
Pressure's on me, and signs of depression are surfacing, AGAIN!
I should just get an aggregate of 30+ and save everyone the trouble by going to ITE.
Now, I get 12, and I have to decide between my favourite course, and a 'cheap' jc.
I shall now ask myself, if I had a girl, what would she say to help me out?
I can't even imagine. How pathetic.
Now to ask myself, if I had a really close friend, what would he/she say to help me out?
I think I'll be told to go for what interests me the most.
If I just grabbed anyone on the street to answer this question, what would they say?
"Go jc lah! Your marks so good can go jc don't wan?"
Let's weigh things out.
If I go to a JC, I will sacrifice my free time, my interests, maybe my sanity. But I will lessen my mum's burden, get a good chance to qualify for University, and hopefully bring back more bacon.
If I go to a poly, I will be increasing my mum's burden, I'll be lowering my chances of going to a Uni, I'll be wasting one year. But I will be keeping my interests, and hence my determination to complete the course, I will be able to start on my profession early, and hopefully bring back more bacon.
Looking at this, I will have no choice but to sacrifice myself.
Let's just hope I can survive JC and manage a varsity education.
Bye bye interests, it's been nice having you for a few years.
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I just wish someone is here to help me out...
Let it Rain.
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