12/10
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Nowadays all I can feel about my own little problem is indifference, but I know that deep down I should be very sad.
Guess I lost part of my ability to care.
Today I shall march into my workplace, work for a last day, and officially tender my damned resignation.
I will start talks peacefully, and if that hell of a manager decides to preach and whine, I will flare up, no questions asked.
Women can be such troublesome creatures sometimes. Heck, not going to care.
I will go search for a job, though, that suits my line of study. That would be best. No more F&B, no more difficult customers, one less channel to look at this sick world.
Oh, and people have been more inclined to commit suicide lately.
Oh well.
Hope they made a good choice in dying earlier. I wish I could commit suicide too, but my rationality holds me back.
Guess the next area that my mind should be attacked is my rationality. Oh, that would be disastrous.
Indifference,
NighT.
Let it Rain.
10:05