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Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Posting time after so long...
My mind's currently facing an overflow of the most unfair of requisites for a substantial relationship.
Little details went in as I kept on thinking, 'What do I care? If I get another other gf I'll have to deal with that, no?'
I say hands-down that I'm an emotion-oriented person. So girls won't have to do much to even please me. I dunno. Maybe I can manage to flare up sometimes.
The girls probably have more expectations because it's going to be their lifelong investment on this particular guy, I guess. So I guess I should just take a step in and face the inevitable. Probably one day I'll start to grow and look at women in another way.
Either way, she's the one I claim to have feelings for. My thoughts have been firm this whole time. I do not like anyone else. Crushes are crushes, and if I say I haven't grown all these years I'm probably making a big fail out of myself.
As long as the girl's happy, I'm happy, I guess. I dare not, will not, and cannot expect anything from a girl who is going to put her lifelong trust on me now, can I?
The answer is unanimous, then.
Let it Rain.
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